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Love, Chaos and Dinner
3/24/08 14:12 - permalink - email - category: Flow

Last night Ania and I danced into the spectacle of San Francisco's Teatro Zinzanni to celebrate our togetherness- magic sprinkled dinner theatre of acrobatics, song, dance, juggling and cirque-tastic hula-hooping as transdimensional engine. Nobody swings the hula like Mat Plendl as Chou Chou. Our table was serendipitously shared with Boris and Natasha from Belarus, who translated the ravings of insane Russian balance master Sergiy Krutikov for us. I loved the angelic aerial contortions of Oleg Izossimov; the barrel, carpet, bed and buddy foot flipping of Les Castors; the hilarious sky zone shenanigans of Andrea Conway Doba; the fancy toe and heel work of Wayne Doba; the zaptacular cutlery plus knife sharp wit of Michael "The Lonely Chef" Davis and the enchanting chanteuses of the evening, Liliane Montevecchi and the gorgeously operatic Nicolle Foland.

Zinzanni 020080323.

While I am attempting to sneak out of the studio in the near future to catch a few more of my favorite artists, it is a year of ambition. The brick wall structure in iCal reflects this state of affairs, and the feeling of accomplishment keeps me moving: continual work delivers fresh promise with every progressive step. As most waking moments are spent in pursuit of these ambitions (barring coffee time, which may still qualify), it is all the more marvelous to step out of the electron flow to a land of moons, makeup, music and madness.

It was a wonderful time, off the radar for three glorious hours.


Bring It, Machine
11/7/07 23:52 - permalink - email - category: Flow

There are times when life rolls in as treaded machinery, an overwhelming presence 5000 feet high. You can spot it triangulating on you from kilometers away. If you can't see it, you can still feel the ground shake. An armored megalopolis of turreted disaster, even its shadow is dense enough to squeeze the air from one's chest.

A giant fortress destroying forward, crushing everything in its path... what's a lone simian to do?

Most of these times we run. We take to the trees and brachiate out of harm's way, leaving behind life as we knew it: a thin smear of dreams and possibilities. The Machine rolls on, bits of our lives and loves dripping in its tracks.

Not this time.

This monkey is faster, smarter and more motivated than you've tried to flatten before, Machine. I'm already running beneath your immense chassis, in the vast space between your grinding walls of plated cogs. Your main entry hatch is just above me. Soon I'm going to jump, climb in, take over.

You've been running driverless far too long.

This time, Machine, I'm coming for you.


It's Full Of Stars
7/31/07 12:58 - permalink - email - category: Flow

The move devoured me, chewed me, re-chewed me and has, finally, spit me out.

The studio is waiting to be fully re-manifested. It's going to start laying traps for me soon if I don't bring it up from The Well to my floating platform High Above.

Also in the realm of High Above, Vadim Amat is itching to fly.

My contribution to The Sound Machine is shaping up as a framework of Elektron MachineDrum and Roland JX-3P with many extremely high/low environmental sounds re-pitched to audible ranges.

The Daevl.Plugs received a wonderful half-page review from Nils Quak in the July issue of KEYS.

There's a new Daevl In The Pale Moonlight waiting for this clouded canopy to split and allow the white beams passage.

Betas of the new Daevl.Plugs are being pulled into existence. There are also bug-fixes and possible additions to the existing plug-in suite about to become visible.

I deeply miss Ania, Marta, Musia, Joeby, two small snakes and many wonderful friends in San Francisco. 3.5 more days left in the void.

I'm currently in the backwoods of Nowhere visiting my ailing grandfather. The chiming bells and soft alarms of the cardiac unit sound like cousins to the endless song of Vegas slot machines.

There's a gorgeous new book of my life opening. Made of paper hand-milled by djinn then bound in starlight, it's lined in the silver of shadows, contains the black ink of dream. The cover isn't even completely flipped, but I've just read the opening line:

He stepped out of the room he had taken to be a world, and found himself in a place made entirely of sky.


Good Stuff
7/4/06 19:20 - permalink - email - category: Flow

Several, many, a throng of doubleplusgood things rolling down the line:

- Serialization on the DaevlPlugs installer is working well. Since I see him at least twice a week, Chris Martinez of Effect69 fame will be first on the shock line for installation tests and spotting new bugs in the semi-wild for the current PowerPC builds. Now that Cycling '74 is nearing official release on the Universal version of Max/MSP/Jitter, Pluggo can't be far behind. This means I may be able to release both Windows and MacIntel versions of the DaevlPlugs simultaneously in the not-too-distant future. A couple of the DaevlPlugs are a bit on the cpu hoggish side, so I'm looking forward to running them on my screamin' dual-core.

- Speaking of Effect69... while Chris is working on their new site, check out the Effect69 MySpace page. Some tasty techno and house tracks there, along with Chris' remix of Yes' Roundabout with extensive sonic processing contributed by yours truly.

- I've been convinced of MySpace's utility value by watching Chris get up and running next to every other musician under the moon. I'll be using MySpace for many of the new tracks, post-DaevlPlugs release party.

- I'm digging Birdy Nam Nam, a turntable foursome from France.

- Did I mention new tracks? Yes, there are some, and they have both Monome and DaevlPlug action all over them.


New Year's Day Architecture
2/28/06 22:26 - permalink - email - category: Flow

Ania birthday-gifted me with two wonderful stacks of tree and ink today: The Complete Calvin and Hobbes and an excellent Taschen book on Frank Lloyd Wright.

The Complete Calvin and Hobbes is a massive set of three hardback tomes, a beautiful 1440 pages collecting every strip Bill Watterson ever released for circulation. Simply flipping through, I'm struck with wonder at every smile, every arc of tiger through air, every well-wrought flip of social commentary disguised as the shenanigans of a six year old: all simple pen strokes placed deliberately by the artist's hand.

The book on Wright is filled with gorgeous photos of his architecture and blueprints. I can never get enough of Wright's work: sweeping lines, complex geometries made deceptively simple, an interdependence with setting to the extent setting becomes a part of the creation. Wright created dwellings the way Watterson imbued his characters with life: every beam, every angle, every space an expression of its creator's pulse.

These works of art, these breathing embodiments of aspects of their artists, live equally in our minds as in the physical world. That's where the creation began: in an artist's mind. Through artistic expansion and expression, their creations as avatar allow simultaneous appearance throughout the world and throughout time. Watterson walks our minds still in the eternal pair of boy and tiger, and Wright is very much alive as modernity and progress itself.

I like New Year's Day for the mass cleansing and renewal our society longs for and attempts, but my true, personal measurement of year to year is from birthday to birthday. My life as lived, like those of all artists, all human beings, is an aspect of my mind, which popped from void into this improbable place on this day. What I see is what I create, what I do is what I will, what I am is what I believe.

A new rotation, a new creation... architecture, sketches, tigers and fallingwater.... I wonder what I'll build in this brand new year?


Four Points Define A Window
1/29/06 21:58 - permalink - email - category: Flow

Doug Miller spray-painted this "four things" tag over my regularly scheduled post tonight, so rather than shirk my responsibility I'm just going to dive right in:

Four jobs I’ve held
Musician
Live sound engineer
Unix sysadmin
Glorified baby-sitter in a large company
Iconoclast

Four movies I can watch on endless loop
Blade Runner
Akira
City Of Lost Children
Time Bandits
Heavy Metal
Fight Club
(Yes, I use the same numbering system Hal Rager does)

Four places I’ve lived
San Francisco, CA
Los Angeles, CA
Akron, Ohio
The Great Underground Empire

Four TV shows
Honestly, I turned the goddamnnoisybox off about 12 years ago and have never turned it back on. I wanted more time to read, write, create and live.

Four cities I love and will continually return to
Galway, Ireland
London, England
Tel Aviv, Israel
Krakow, Poland

Four cities that are known future destinations
Toronto, Canada
Stockholm, Sweden
Berlin, Germany
Tórshavn, Faroe Islands

Four of my favorite dishes
Kung Pao Tofu
Nalesniki (Polish potato pancakes)
Falafel and hummus wa fool (best in Tel Aviv, but I take what I can get)
Pierogies (Polish or Russian recipe)

Four things I'm waiting anxiously for
Monome
Neural Jacks
Cloned Replacement Organs
a working Unified Field Theory
The Singularity
US elections in 2006 and 2008

Four sites I visit daily
Better Humans
Create Digital Music
Hack-A-Day
Daily Kos
(plus a trillion feeds)

Four places I would rather be
Boondock, Tellus Tertius
Walking The Pattern
Mars, post-terraforming
The Many-Colored Land
in my studio creating music

Four bloggers I’m tagging for this quadratic-style love-in
Jacob Appelbaum
David Fine
Christian Fromme
Maehymn
Martin Spernau


Rumors Of My Demise
9/21/05 23:10 - permalink - email - category: Flow

To quote Twain, "have been greatly exaggerated."

Rumors of existential crises, internal philosophical debates on death, meaning and the value of individual actions are, however, entirely supported by empirical analysis of observed data.

I am capable of supreme distancing, a part of myself rooted to the firmament above, staring down in awe and wonder at the turns reality can take. The other parts, standing amidst, could really use some of that right now.

As my good friend William claims, "there is nothing good or bad, only thinking makes it so." I keep in mind the balance must maintain, the cycle shift, the thoughts turn and silver be revealed at last.

I'm thinking... make it so.


Regroup
8/1/05 15:23 - permalink - email - category: Flow

July was a tail-kicker, by all accounts.

Deep breath, pull the fabric of the universe together and jump from point (a) to point (b) without covering the distance between... what a dream this would have been.

Instead, I covered the expanse one hard-won step at a time. When the going gets tough, the tough get tougher. There's so much I can't even begin to cover in a single entry to this weblog, so instead I'll unravel and reweave by inches and strands across the future.

"Strip your feet of lead, my friend, strip your feet of lead." - Bauhaus, Spirit


Process
7/13/05 10:11 - permalink - email - category: Flow

The fixed work is the life.

The process itself is the living.


Big Wheel Keep On Turnin'
6/27/05 20:22 - permalink - email - category: Flow

The train is climbing, metal grinding on metal. I've attached more cars to the engine than I'd realized, but the steam is high and I'm cresting the mountain. Soon it will be downhill acceleration, racing across suspended bridges into strange, uncharted lands.

  • Chris Martinez' (still un-named) audio project - has scaled down and turned into a three song shopping demo. Working on the mastering and a few small edits still, but it's almost done. Ania heads for Poland this Thursday and I'll have a few weeks with nothing else to focus on except cats and music and missing her, so these tracks will be finalized shortly.
  • I've been so creatively successful with my newly-built Max/MSP delay lines they're forming a new foundation of songs for my ongoing ambient project, Sky Break Blue. These are turning into longer, evolving pieces based on overlapping cyclic repetition, found sounds, environments.
  • Over the weekend (between rounds of Max/MSP delay-line patching) I've pulled out the most likely candidate demos to become full-fledged tracks for blueDeceiver. Rhythmic, bass-heavy, instrumental vox and lots of DSP. These are all Live-fests of high degree, but I'm planning on working in a little delay-line madness here, as well.
  • New Daevlmakr site shell is finalized, easily extensible, clean and... white.
  • Some new things coming for 2Second(fuse) too, including a studio tour and return to a more regular update schedule.

I don't, as a general rule of thumb, announce creative projects in their early stages. It's too easy for them to go astray and never see fruition. However, all of the above are moving from the nebulous realms of conceptual talking fuzz to breathing, walking, living terra firma, and at a nice, fast clip.

I'm still in stealth ninja mode, but I think I'm safely across the border.


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